A free 5-day e-course for artists, photographers & writers

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Anyway

You know the work you want to make. This is where you go make it.

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Why you're here

There's a project you keep not starting.

A direction you've been circling so long it almost feels like someone else's idea by now. A body of work that lives in the back of your mind, patient and persistent, waiting for the version of you that finally feels ready.

You're not blocked because you lack skill or time or inspiration. You're blocked because somewhere along the way you started making work for an audience — real or imagined — instead of for the thing that called you to make in the first place.

The right moment isn't coming. But the work is still there, waiting for you to begin anyway.

This e-course won't give you a formula. It will give you five days of prompts — writing and making — designed to get you back in the room with your own work. That's it. That's enough.

IS THIS FOR YOU?

This is for you if —

  • You make work — photography, visual art, writing — but feel disconnected from your own voice

  • You shoot or create for clients, for social media, for expectations, and you're hungry to make something that's actually yours

  • You have a project in the back of your mind you haven't let yourself start

  • You've taken technique courses and realized the block isn't technical

  • You want a creative practice that feels like coming home, not another thing to perform

WHAT TO EXPECT

Five days. One prompt at a time.

Each morning, a short letter arrives in your inbox — part reflection, part invitation. With it: one writing prompt and one making prompt. Together they take less than an hour. The point isn't to produce. It's to practice being present with your work.

The Should

1

We start by naming what's in the way — the voices, the expectations, the work you're making instead of the work you want to make.

The Accumulation

2

Your instincts have been collecting material for years. Today you excavate what's already there — the images, textures, and subjects you keep returning to without knowing why.

The Showing Up

3

Presence, not productivity. We practice what it means to be in the room with your work — even when you don't feel like it, even when nothing is coming.

The Layer You Can't Make Out

4

Some things in the work don't resolve. That's not failure — it's honesty. We learn to stay with what won't become clear instead of abandoning it.

This was never about five days. It's about building a relationship with your work that sustains you. We close by beginning something — not finishing it.

The Practice

5

Your Guide

Nikki Gardner

I'm a fine art photographer, cyanotype artist, and writer based in Northampton, MA. My work explores memory, time, and what photographs actually hold — and what they can't.

I built this course from the inside of my own practice. The pieces I'm most proud of are never the ones I made when I felt ready. They're the ones I started anyway, without knowing where they were going, and stayed with long enough to find out.

That's what I want to help you do.